The Alchemical Journey: Carl Jung, The Scapegoat, and The Devouring Mother

Nov 26

In my practice as a therapist, I often explore the intersection of family dynamics and Depth Psychology. Specifically, I look at how the narcissistic family—and particularly the narcissistic mother—projects her shadow onto the "scapegoat" child.

While this dynamic is deeply painful, understanding it through the lens of Carl Jung offers a profound map for healing. It transforms the narrative from one of simple victimization into a journey of alchemical transformation.

In this post, based on my latest video, I want to walk you through how the family shadow is created, how it is projected, and how you can use Jung’s stages of alchemy to integrate these fragmented parts of yourself.

The Scapegoat as the "Shadow Carrier"

Carl Jung saw the scapegoat not merely as a victim, but as a specific role within the family psyche. In many lineages, the scapegoat is unconsciously chosen to carry the family shadow.

The shadow consists of the unintegrated archetypes, the disowned self, and the unlived ambitions of the parents. In a narcissistic family system, the mother often possesses an "unknown shadow"—the parts of herself she cannot face or acknowledge.

Why were you chosen? The scapegoat is often the strongest child, the one most capable of "containing" this projection. You were likely the most intuitive, the "truth teller." Because the narcissistic family operates within a shared fantasy, the truth-teller poses a mortal threat to the system’s fragile peace and must be punished to preserve the illusion.

The Devouring Mother Archetype

To understand this dynamic, we must look at the archetype of the mother.

The Nurturing Mother: Represents unconditional love, care, and safety.
The Devouring Mother: This is the shadow aspect of the feminine archetype.

In psychology, we often speak of the "good enough mother" (a concept rooted in Donald Winnicott’s work). The narcissistic mother, however, is often a mix of neglectful and overly consuming. She may view the child as an extension of herself, using the child as a "psychological septic tank."

Through a process known as Projective Identification, the mother exports her unbearable shame, aggression, and disowned parts onto the child. She forces the child to identify with these toxins. As a result, the scapegoat grows up believing this shadow belongs to them, carrying the weight of a single transgenerational emotional unit.

The Body Keeps the Score

This projection is not just psychological; it is physiological. As noted in the seminal book The Body Keeps the Score by Bessel van der Kolk, the nervous system rewires for constant threat.

The scapegoat becomes a "living library of transgression" for the family. The trauma is stored in the very cells, manifesting as chronic anxiety, somatic illness, and profound existential loneliness.

This often leads to Repetition Compulsion. As Freud noted, we tend to repeat the trauma seeking a different outcome. Because you learned from a young age to confuse love with control, you may find yourself in a "betrayal bond" (a concept from Patrick Carnes’ book The Betrayal Bond). You unconsciously seek out dynamics that "feel like home," repeating the cycle until the shadow is finally integrated.

Carl Jung’s Alchemical Process of Healing

Jung believed that the goal of life is individuation—the integration of the self. He used the metaphor of Alchemy to describe the three stages of psychological growth. If you are recovering from family scapegoating, you are likely moving through these phases:

1. Nigredo (The Blackening)

This is the confrontation with the shadow—the "Dark Night of the Soul." This occurs when you are wrestling with the unconscious guilt and shame projected upon you. You might be ruminating on your parents' lack of accountability or feeling heartbreak in adult relationships. It is the stage of suffering, where you are stewing in the darkness of the unintegrated collective shadow.

2. Albedo (The Whitening)

This is the stage of purification through conscious shadow work. Here, you begin to separate your reality from the family's projection. You start to see the map and the territory of the narcissistic family. You stop reacting out of neurosis or addiction and start understanding why this happened.

3. Rubedo (The Reddening)

This is the rebirth of the integrated self—the "Union of Opposites." The victim becomes the healer; the terrified child finds safety in the wise elder within. This is the emergence of the sovereign Self (capital S). You no longer fear the shadow; you have integrated it to become a more whole, sensitive, and aware person.

Practical Application: The 3-2-1 Shadow Process

To help move from Nigredo to Rubedo, we can look to philosopher Ken Wilber and his "3-2-1 Shadow Process." This is a method to dialogue with the shadow rather than run from it.

3rd Person (It): Identify the external trigger. Perhaps it is a "monster" in a dream or a narcissistic person in real life. Describe it objectively as something outside of you.
2nd Person (You): Engage the shadow in dialogue. Ask it, "Why are you here? What do you want?" Allow your subconscious to answer.
1st Person (I): Be the shadow. Speak as the monster or the anger. "I am the anger. I am here to protect you."

By identifying with the disowned energy, you re-own it. You take the power back from the external world and place it back inside your own psyche.

The Path Forward

The journey of the scapegoat is not easy. It is a form of psychic warfare that you survived. However, the suffering you endured was not in vain; it built you for who you are becoming.

By engaging in this alchemical process, you stop being a vessel for your lineage’s darkness and start becoming the light of your own life. You transform the pain of the past into a profound source of wisdom.