Your Personal AI Research Assistant for Scapegoat Recovery
Stop sifting through endless information. Start generating personalized insights.
Perfect for those who want to learn, validate, and understand the theory behind their experience.
Access to The Scapegoat Recovery Notebook: The master file containing 300+ sources (51 video transcripts, 47 course modules, 34 book excerpts, and 15 academic papers).
Chat Interface: Ask unlimited questions to the notebook and receive cited, evidence-based answers.
The "Context" Training: Learn how to structure your questions to get the best results.
For those who want to interact with the data, generate audio assets, and dive into Depth Psychology.
Everything in Tier 1, PLUS:
1. Three Distinct Notebooks:
The Scapegoat Recovery Notebook (The core library).
The Carl Jung Archive: A notebook trained on Jung’s major works and secondary research. Ask: "What would Jung say about my shadow self in this situation?"
The Personal Manifesto: A workspace dedicated to values, productivity, and vision—moving you from "victim" to "architect of your life."
2. Asset Generation (The Game Changer):
Simulated Podcasts: With Premium, you can turn your notes and resources into a "Deep Dive" audio podcast. Hear two AI hosts discuss your specific research topics or life story as if it were a radio show. It is a powerful way to "hear" your story from the outside.
Study Guides & Briefings: Instantly generate cheat sheets, summaries, and briefing docs based on your life and the research.
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Access a "Second Brain" grounded in 270+ expert resources on Narcissistic Abuse, Family Dynamics, and Healing—powered by Google’s NotebookLM.
The Problem: You Have the Pieces, But You Can't See the Picture
Recovering from a narcissistic family system or the role of the "scapegoat" is an information overload. You spend hours watching YouTube videos, reading books, and scrolling through forums. You are looking for validation, but you are left with:
Information Fatigue: Too much theory, not enough application to your specific life.
The "Is It Just Me?" Loop: Without objective feedback, it’s easy to fall back into self-doubt and gaslighting.
Expensive Discovery: You spend valuable (and expensive) therapy sessions just trying to explain the backstory, rather than working on the solution.
What if you could instantly cross-reference your life story against the world’s leading experts on narcissistic abuse?
The Solution: The Scapegoat Recovery Notebook
I have spent the last year training a private AI instance using Google's NotebookLM. I have fed it over 270 vetted sources—including my own course modules, transcriptions of top YouTube experts, key clinical books, and academic papers.
This isn't a generic chatbot like ChatGPT that hallucinates answers. This is a Grounded AI. It only answers based on the trusted library I have curated.
How It Helps You Heal
Fast-Track Your Research: Instead of reading 10 books, ask the Notebook: "Based on the sources, how does a narcissistic mother affect a son's relationship choices?" and get an answer cited from the text.
A Safe Space for Reflection: Validate your experiences in a judgment-free zone before sharing them with family or your therapist.
Therapy Prep: Organize your thoughts and identify patterns so you can walk into your therapy sessions ready to do the deep work.
Included Training: Mapping Your Story with Integral Theory
When you join, you don't just get the software; you get the method. I will train you on how to upload your own context so the AI understands you.
We use a Three-Step Workflow:
The Whisper Workflow: I will teach you how to use the Whisper App to verbally dictate your story for 30–90 minutes. No writing required—just speak your truth.
The 4-Quadrant Framework: using Integral Theory, I will guide you to map your history through four distinct lenses:
Interior Individual: Your thoughts, feelings, and felt safety from age 0–20+.
Exterior Collective: The objective family dynamics, roles, and facts.
Interior Collective: The "vibe" and culture of your family system.
Exterior Individual: Your somatic symptoms, behaviors, and repetition compulsions.
The Synthesis: We upload this map to the Notebook. Now, when you ask a question, the AI analyzes your life against expert data to give you highly personalized feedback.
Choose Your Level of Access
Tier 1: Basic Access (The Researcher)
Perfect for those who want to learn, validate, and understand the theory behind their experience.
Access to The Scapegoat Recovery Notebook: The master file containing 300+ sources (51 video transcripts, 47 course modules, 34 book excerpts, and 15 academic papers).
Chat Interface: Ask unlimited questions to the notebook and receive cited, evidence-based answers.
The "Context" Training: Learn how to structure your questions to get the best results.
Tier 2: Premium Access (The Creator)
For those who want to interact with the data, generate audio assets, and dive into Depth Psychology.
Everything in Tier 1, PLUS:
1. Three Distinct Notebooks:
The Scapegoat Recovery Notebook (The core library).
The Carl Jung Archive: A notebook trained on Jung’s major works and secondary research. Ask: "What would Jung say about my shadow self in this situation?"
The Personal Manifesto: A workspace dedicated to values, productivity, and vision—moving you from "victim" to "architect of your life."
2. Asset Generation (The Game Changer):
Simulated Podcasts: With Premium, you can turn your notes and resources into a "Deep Dive" audio podcast. Hear two AI hosts discuss your specific research topics or life story as if it were a radio show. It is a powerful way to "hear" your story from the outside.
Study Guides & Briefings: Instantly generate cheat sheets, summaries, and briefing docs based on your life and the research.
Frequently Asked Questions
Is this therapy?
No. This is an educational research tool. It provides professional reasoning and insights based on data, but it does not replace a licensed therapist. It is designed to be a powerful supplement to your therapy.
Is my data private?
You will be accessing this through your own Google Account. The interaction happens within your personal instance of NotebookLM.
Do I need to be tech-savvy?
Not at all. If you can use Google and send an email, you can use this. I provide a full walkthrough video on how to set it up, how to use the Whisper app for dictation, and how to start chatting with the notebooks.
